Haven't been here for a LONG ass time D8

My Spring Break starts now(Didn't go to school on Friday). I'll tell you, I'm GLAD it's Spring Break. And ugh, PLEASE hurry up Summer. Gah, just about 2 or 3 months away I think..

If I can remember, my very first Journal entry was last Summer.

Yes yes, I'm usually very happy.
WELL LOOKY THE FUCK HERE.83
I'm not very amused at the moment.

First of all. Still parent problems.
Second of all. Friends are starting to act like total assholes.
Third of all. I have so much shit going on that I have to take care of.

AND FOURTH OFF. My Mom is FORCING me to see a physcologist this coming up Monday. Honestly, I don't feel like sitting down and talking about my problems to some complete stranger.
Why is it that this seems to be the only choice I have???

I already tried a damn counselor and that hasn't really affected on whats really going on.

So there I went off at my Mom choosing the WRONG WORDS and telling her the counselor didn't help. Her reply(Not litterally): Off to the physcologists we go!

So yes, this leaves me less time to come on and will refrain me from talking to you guise.

Yup.. So don't expect any quick replies afterward from this coming up Monday.

Lolol, this had me loling all week.
Get this.
Just last Thursday when I attended church, the christian rock band started off to srtting up for their musical. Then here comes this fat ass walking up the stage asking if he can play the guitar. "I R GOODZ" he says. So they accept him. Then, at the beginning, his role plays, he starts to play his instrument, then it goes off and he fails the attempt to raise an cheery uproar of audience. Then here fatty comes, rolling down the steps of the stage! And priests walking around, "SAVE HIM LAWD SAVE HIM" and "YOU ALRIGHT MANZ". I couldn't stop fucking loling. My mom was all "IT AINT FUNNY D:<", but sure as hell it was.

This holiday is starting off excellent.

Just as planned.

Argh, I've been getting more sicker and startled lately. Maybe it's because I don't fully trust my Dad when he says he's not seeing that other woman. Maybe it's because of all the anticipation from all the projects and essays that are due for school very soon. Maybe it's because of my stressful fear over the date 12/21/12.

But what I really want to hurry up is DECEMBER. Seriously. In December this year before Christmas, me and a friend of mine are going to Orlanda and staying at a hotel for a few days. Me, her, and her aunt and Dad will be spending the days at some huge disney Christmas thing they have going on in Universal. We'll be going on a hell lot of rides.8)
And we'll be sticking around for the parade.
Also, a lot of carnivals open up here, in December. Those places are FUN, I swear. The cotton candy are so PUFFY DFRGFDHGFRD seriously, and when it sits in your mouth, it feels all soft and sweet, its like BAM, INSTANT disappearence!
But more off of that lol.
They'll also be having that huge colorful light business at the Church I attend. There's lights EVERYWHERE, they have a drive through you can drive around in and look at them. It's BEAUTIFUL.8D
My point here:
December is the only time I have actual excitement lol. And you can clearly see I'm excited. And that I might be gone for a while when I visit Orlando.